You'll never regret a workout

I was thinking about going to yoga today, but then while running in the morning, my cramps started to happen, and my blood was getting low or something, I was starting to feel myself being able to faint. My body was very cold in the air and the wind. It was a cool and a bit frightening experience. It reminded me of the Philippineswhen I had fainted into my mom's arms. I guess I called her. I remember getting up and stuff and going to the washroom, and I guess I called her. Or was calling her. And then she arrived at the doorway and caught me. She was freaking out. I think I closed my eyes when she had caught me, because I don't remember how I got to the table. Or what had happened then. Man, fainting is kind of annoying.Your head goes cold andyour eyes shut off, and you can't do anything. It's like you're sleeping on salvia. Or blind on salvia rather. But the only time that I was freaking out because I didn't know what was happening.. like the closest I came to actually fainting was at the elevator. I couldn't wait for it. It was on the 1st floor it said. But it was taking too long for me. And I didn't want to wait, so I started my body off to the stairs. My eyes could see my hand turning the doorknob and then it came to me that I had no idea how the fuck I just got there. But then I started to climb the stairs. Which was actually kind of easy. Like I wasn't out of breathe or anything, my eyes felt as if they were going to fall asleep. And it was a very very lightheaded experience. I was definitely connected to my breathe during this whole experience. All breathes were of a conscious effort.

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and i dont think Ill be able to type out what i want...shame.