ccross roads

this video... alice smith mm so good. I'm currently sitting outside a gas station. it's in between bassano and strathmore alberta. it's thirty two degrees out and coming up a hill, the only hill ive met in a w h i l e, when I got up it, the back of my rhroat was uncontrollably dry. so i was coughing. but it is okay. this gas station wasnt marked on google, so i was all like hallelujah baby. i have listened to that alice smith song a bit  sing this noon. my fingers are sticky from orange. about sixty more kilometres to go today. thats going from my apartment in hali down to crystal crescent and back. it is so incredibly close and far. far, only because of this dry heat. but close, if i sit and chill for a bit. i met a friend last night. i saw him first in herbert saskatchewan on the transcanada. and then again later that day on the road. and then again later that night. and again late last night in brooks alberta. he is somewher e around me today. he said hed be forty klometres outside of calgary tonight. one hundred and eighty four kilometres away, calgary to brooks. strathmore, the perfect one hundred  and forty kilometres away. thats where i hope to be tonght. but who knows! but seriously, hah, strathmore is the goal. oh fuck this sun! it's crazy i tell you. now lemme tell you, sixty kilometres is not bad. ohhh no it is not. why am I complaining then? it's hot. it's weather. deal with it kim. breathe through your nostrils and get over it. last night and today i dont mind the idea of company. maybe it is coming into the surface because i know i will have company soon. it is nice having a checklist of having people to see. before it was just a dream, a mere breathe of words that i would be seeing my fam, dylan, julian, the god parents. christ, it still is a bit of a dream that i will b seeing shane. i havent texted him till i told him that i was planning to do this. and that was in april. those mountains are freaky in my head. lets hope the wind is aight, the shoulder is fine. my strength is revibed. and that my...well i dunno. lets just do it and have fun and yadda yadda yadda, you know. okay. love you loads, good bye for now