kkamloops, bc

maybe it is because I settled into Kamloops pretty late last night, .. i dont feel like moving much. right now at least. last night i was letting myself believe that the motel room was haunted. so i turned on the lights, slept not in the bedroom, turned the bedroom lights on, but shut the door. i slept with the tv on. but i usually do it seems in motels. i just need rhat light and the noise. may be it forces me to fall asleep. i love feeling the sleep come over you. like how a blanket covers you. light, natural. conscious of it, but .then also not. it was an okay sleep. i still felt like sleeping though afterwards. but i went to bed at 10? woke up at 8e0? my life is astoundingly mundane. but life is mundane. this application keeps on closing on me. i think the feeling is being rushed out of context. why do i need to hurry right now. 80 k is not long, but it can be. its shorter than from my house to peggys cove and back. i will get going soon though. to be in cache creek will be nice. this will prob take six hours, the commute. i hope its a good day...........................maybe i just feel like mumblinf, like having something to do. i would mind to draw something, but that takes time. and i dunno... as i continue to not move, i have less and less time. anyways. I'll be seeing yah.  toodles